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Thursday, February 19, 2009


i really wonder how people can get 
so selfishly bitchy and cunning and two faced and
fucked up and full of themselves and they so happen
to be EVERYWHERE.

and they are completely oblivious to all those 
special qualities they possess.
i know i'm not that bad yet. 
but it's like a disease. 
if i don't kill them soon it'll come to me.

it's the desperation i'll feel at times 
when i cannot comprehend
the things i really want to eliminate around me
but i am unable to because i am completely powerless. 

it's one of those things that makes your heart beat faster
and your breath shallow and you feel so exasperated 
like you're about to burst out of yourself
because all you really want to do is punch the shit out of them
and make them shit their intestines out. 

and the only victory is when you see them fall into themselves and
become their own victims. and you stand tall over them.
yes i am angry. VERY angry. 
and this sudden urge for revenge is rising. 

please save me if i'm turning into one of them creatures. 


1:31:00 AM